On my mind...

When I received the purple legacy book and the album from the May Gala, it made me reflect on my unending gratitude and of all who contributed my deanship.  I continue to be deeply touched by all the words, love and generosity. I am humbled to have been the recipient of the warmth and friendship of alumni, the board of overseers, colleagues, students and mentees. I consider myself the luckiest person in the whole world and I continue to bask in the support that this Penn institution has given the School and me all through my deanship. 

After the many intense collaborations and warm friendships I have forged, for numerous people, the question is, "What is she doing now?" Therefore, I decided to share a narrative of my first year post stepping up from the deanship. Here are some highlights of what I have been thinking about and doing:

• Spreading the message about interprofessional education and supporting the development of action plans for transforming education in Portugal, Colombia, Thailand, Turkey, Germany, Mexico and South Africa.

• Spreading the message about the vital role of partnerships and collaboration with other schools, organizations, boards of overseers and alumni locally and globally.

• Listening, dialoguing and exploring indications of progress in women’s health. For example reviewing policies against harassment and violence, identifying best strategies implemented by different countries to increase access of women to reproductive health as well as girls’ access to education, and listening to women’s voices.

• Examining progress in the education of nurses and in the policies that enhance their scope of practice.

• Here is an important development. Mahmoud has been able to accompany me and has been almost equally engaged with colleagues and students in most of these countries.

• Celebrating our 50^th wedding anniversary with our 5 grandchildren in Aruba.

• Joining Mahmoud in Sharm el-Sheikh on the Red Sea in Egypt to celebrate Christmas and the New Year.

Finally, as much as I am grateful for my wonderful send off by you, I am also very appreciative of your generosity and warmth in welcoming our new dean, Dr. Antonia M. Villarruel. You are a gift to her and she is an incredible gift to our school.

On becoming a former dean

I am always asked: 

Do you miss being the dean?  (Not really!) 

How does it feel not being the dean? (I love being a former dean!) 

What are you doing now that you are retired? (I am not retired yet! I am on a sabbatical leave.) 

How is your book going? (I am not writing a book at this very moment!)  

I was inspired by some publications related to stepping up to come up with what I miss and what I do not miss about being dean, and what I like and what I do not like about my new role as former dean. (Hansen, 2004 and Shipley, 2003)  I must preface my lists, however, with how much I enjoyed my deanship and that I considered it an honor to have served for 12 ½ years as the dean of the School of Nursing at the University of Pennsylvania.  I also considered it a true privilege to have worked with an incredibly stellar group of faculty; to have hired some 43 new faculty whom I consider the future leaders of the School and the discipline as a whole; to have partnered with the most loyal and effective staff, as well as the most brilliant students, who are the future movers and shakers in health care.  How could anyone leave this # 1 School of Nursing without missing a great deal?  Yet, now that I am giving attention to other projects and initiatives that are near and dear to my scholarly heart, I consider being in the role of former dean as equally, if not more so, the best role that I have ever embarked on and adopted.  So let me first start with what I miss about being the dean.

What I miss about being the dean?

• People, people, people - and the tons of relationships that come with the deanship

• My immediate leadership team, dean colleagues and VP’s and our joint problem

solving and policy forming sessions

• Advocating for faculty promotions

• Making strategic faculty awards and appointments

• Connecting faculty with exciting, new national and international opportunities

• Welcoming and bidding goodbye to students upon admission and graduation and seeing the Kimmel Center full of excited and happy faces at graduation

• Meeting with parents and hearing their experiences

• Fireside chats with students at my house

• Announcing celebratory faculty and student awards

• Dancing during celebrations where staff desperately tried to teach me line dancing - to no avail

• Welcoming international colleagues and telling them about our stellar faculty, bright students and effective staff

• Identifying systems and process issues and insuring we have sustainable action plans

• Interactions with many constituents – Board of Overseers, Alumni, Trustees, Communities, National Deans, etc.

• Successful fundraising for the School

• Hosting alumni events and gatherings

• Presenting State of the School Address with the pride attached to the accomplishments of our communities and seeing our auditorium full with campus leadership, colleagues, students and faculty

• Witnessing and being humbled by the generosity of our School supporters and friends

• My parking spot to which my car was programmed to get to

• Not having to carry my office key with me everywhere I go (the dean’s office was always open)

What I do not miss about being the dean?

• A grueling 24/7 structured and packed calendar without enough time for each appointment

• Having to say No to School community’s aspiring proposals due to budget, policies, time, etc.

• Continuous thinking and working on budget and fundraising with inability to meet all demands and all strategic goals

• Using plane and train rides for thinking time and for making to do lists

• Complaints from, and about, faculty, students and staff from faculty, students and staff

• Chicken and salmon meals, hence skipping many celebratory meals

• Due to time constraints, giving similar and slightly refreshed welcome and goodbye remarks throughout the years

• Having to close the School because of University decisions for snow days when important meetings, classes, etc. are planned

• Not being with family for important celebrations and not being with close friends due to scheduling issues

What I absolutely love about being a former dean?

• Having blocks of time to think, read, write, revisit, debate and challenge ideas, old and new

• Reflecting on my intense deanship role and career and processing the meaning and outcomes of strategic decisions

• Being invited to speak about transition theory, interprofessional education and women’s health, and witnessing global progress in each of these areas

• Reconnecting with my international colleagues, friends and family

• Having time to go to lectures and attend conferences and enjoy hallway serendipitous conversations and reconnecting with many old students and colleagues without having to rush conversations because of next urgent deanly appointments, deadlines or meetings

• Working in my spacious home office while watching kids playing in Fitler Square

• Decreasing the piles of files, articles and books (accumulated over several years) by sorting, reading and sending to the right people

• Accommodating my grandchildren’s schedules instead of vice versa

• Being considered the wise/experienced consultant, but not the implementer of strategies, ideas and actions

What I don’t like about being a former dean?

• Questions about what it is like being retired, when in actuality I am working and on sabbatical (Hansen, 2004)

• Not participating in School and University events by choice, hence missing dialogues, debates and people

References

Hansen, H. Reese. "Some Thoughts on Stepping Down after a Long Term of Deaning." University of Toledo Law Review. Vol 36 (2004): 69-72

Shipley, David E. "Resigning as Dean-Stepping down or Stepping Up." University of Toledo Law Review. Vol 35 (2003): 189-193